?

Log in

just so!
20 most recent entries

Date:2005-11-13 14:09
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: indescribable

High school kids can be evil
I hear aweful things about people that act fine to me..
I hope I never hear what they say about me

1 love me! [ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-09-25 11:18
Subject:
Security:Public

    There are strange things done in the midnight sun
        By the men who moil for gold; 
    The Arctic trails have their secret tales
        That would make your blood run cold; 
    The Northern Lights have seen queer sights,
        But the queerest they ever did see 
    Was that night on the marge of Lake Lebarge
        I cremated Sam McGee.

Now Sam McGee was from Tennessee, where the cotton blooms and blows.
Why he left his home in the South to roam ‘round the Pole, God only knows.
He was always cold, but the land of gold seemed to hold him like a spell;
Though he’d often say in his homely way that “he’d sooner live in hell.”

On a Christmas Day we were mushing our way over the Dawson trail.
Talk of your cold! through the parka’s fold it stabbed like a driven nail.
If our eyes we’d close, then the lashes froze till sometimes we couldn’t see;
It wasn’t much fun, but the only one to whimper was Sam McGee.

And that very night, as we lay packed tight in our robes beneath the snow,
And the dogs were fed, and the stars o’erhead were dancing heel and toe,
He turned to me, and “Cap,” says he, “I’ll cash in this trip, I guess;
And if I do, I’m asking that you won’t refuse my last request.”

Well, he seemed so low that I couldn’t say no; then he says with a sort of moan:
“It’s the cursed cold, and it’s got right hold till I’m chilled clean through to the bone.
Yet ‘taint being dead--it’s my awful dread of the icy grave that pains;
So I want you to swear that, foul or fair, you’ll cremate my last remains.”

A pal’s last need is a thing to heed, so I swore I would not fail;
And we started on at the streak of dawn; but God! he looked ghastly pale.
He crouched on the sleigh, and he raved all day of his home in Tennessee;
And before nightfall a corpse was all that was left of Sam McGee.

There wasn’t a breath in that land of death, and I hurried, horror-driven,
With a corpse half hid that I couldn’t get rid, because of a promise given;
It was lashed to the sleigh, and it seemed to say: “You may tax your brawn and brains,
But you promised true, and it’s up to you to cremate those last remains.”

Now a promise made is a debt unpaid, and the trail has its own stern code.
In the days to come, though my lips were dumb, in my heart how I cursed that load.
In the long, long night, by the lone firelight, while the huskies, round in a ring,
Howled out their woes to the homeless snows—O God! how I loathed the thing.

And every day that quiet clay seemed to heavy and heavier grow;
And on I went, though the dogs were spent and the grub was getting low;
The trail was bad, and I felt half mad, but I swore I would not give in;
And I’d often sing to the hateful thing, and it hearkened with a grin.

Till I came to the marge of Lake Lebarge, and a derelict there lay;
It was jammed in the ice, but I saw in a trice it was called the “Alice May.”
And I looked at it, and I thought a bit, and I looked at my frozen chum;
Then “Here,” said I, with a sudden cry, “is my cre-ma-tor-eum.”

Some planks I tore from the cabin floor, and I lit the boiler fire;
Some coal I found that was lying around, and I heaped the fuel higher;
The flames just soared, and the furnace roared—such a blaze you seldom see;
And I burrowed a hole in the glowing coal, and I stuffed in Sam McGee.

Then I made a hike, for I didn’t like to hear him sizzle so;
And the heavens scowled, and the huskies howled, and the wind began to blow.
It was icy cold, but the hot sweat rolled down my cheeks, and I don’t know why;
And the greasy smoke in an inky cloak went streaking down the sky.

I do not know how long in the snow I wrestled with grisly fear;
But the stars came out and they danced about ere again I ventured near;
I was sick with dread, but I bravely said: “I’ll just take a peep inside.
I guess he’s cooked, and it’s time I looked;” . . . then the door I opened wide.

And there sat Sam, looking cool and calm, in the heart of the furnace roar;
And he wore a smile you could see a mile, and he said: “Please close that door.
It’s fine in here, but I greatly fear you’ll let in the cold and storm—
Since I left Plumtree, down in Tennessee, it’s the first time I’ve been warm.”

    There are strange things done in the midnight sun
        By the men who moil for gold; 
    The Arctic trails have their secret tales
        That would make your blood run cold; 
    The Northern Lights have seen queer sights,
        But the queerest they ever did see 
    Was that night on the marge of Lake Lebarge
        I cremated Sam McGee.

per chaosloki's request

P.S.
Early college is a lot of work, but is fun. ^.^

[ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-08-03 23:40
Subject:
Security:Public

beach for 11 days starting tommorow at 8AM
doubting there will be good internets -_-

so hopefully I will have fun, but I am doubting it because I still ahve to do my book report and read a lot.. grrr
DAMN YOU SUMMER READING

wish me luck ^_^

1 love me! [ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-07-30 23:20
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: flirty

woot drivers ed is fun, one more day. =D
I havent gotten lost yet either.
and yay I used the phone more. <3 chris

by nuja's demandsCollapse )

P.S. I looked at some old pictures of me outside.. I need to work on my posture! I'm slouching, and slouching is ugly...
I need to get an appointment for my eyebrows too... >.>

6 love me! [ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-07-28 09:47
Subject:
Security:Public

thisleo's LJ stalker is conro!
conro is stalking you because they have nothing better to do with their time. They are also getting with your significant other!


LiveJournal Username:


LJ Stalker Finder
From Go-Quiz.com


FUCKER! I KNEW IT

[ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-07-12 18:35
Subject:
Security:Public

onneCollapse )
bored today =\

twwoCollapse )

ha I knew it


X that apply please ^_^Collapse )

5 love me! [ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-07-12 15:46
Subject:
Security:Public

Mostly Gay
You scored -33 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight)

You are mainly homosexual, but you have a few heterosexual qualities.
You much prefer the same sex, but you have a mild interest in the
opposite sex. While you would jump at the opportunity to screw someone
of the same sex, you might be up for experimenting with members of the
opposite sex if given the opportunity. If you are sexually
inexperienced, you could shift on the spectrum at a later time
depending on whether you have sexual encounters with the opposite sex
and whether or not you like those encounters.



My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 5% on Orientation
Link: The Sexuality Spectrum Test written by tall_man_54 on OkCupid Free Online Dating


fo sho

8 love me! [ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-07-07 14:15
Subject:
Security:Public

Woot. Whoring it up.

I finally figured out how to turn flash offCollapse )

[ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-07-06 17:33
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: cheerful

I was taking a shower this morning and I laughed and noticed my stomach was slightly attractive!
So I was motivated...

...to do thisCollapse )

Bump for public-ness.

9 love me! [ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-07-04 13:00
Subject:
Security:Public

Required summer reading:

Honors Biology:
And the Waters Turned to Blood by Rodney Barker, ISBN: 0-684-83845-1

Honors English 9 and 10:
The Secret Life of Bees by Sue Monk Kidd, ISBN: 0-14-200174-0

AP World history:
Guns, Germs and Steel: The Fates of Human Societies by Jared Diamond, ISBN: 0-393-06131-0

Seminar:
Perfectionsism: What's Bad About Being too Good by Miriam Adderholdt and Jan Goldberg, ISBN: 1-57542-062-7

Optional reading:
Life of Pi by Yann Martel, ISBN: 0-15-602732-1


Anyone read any of these?

3 love me! [ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-07-03 15:37
Subject:Hellllllo hormones
Security:Public

Ooo weird dream again.
I dreamed I was at one of my parent's friend's wedding. It was weird because she accepted small ammounts of people in groups of like 7 or 8 and did the ceremony in front of them.. then they did it again in another group until they did the wedding in front of everyone. Then they drank something weird after each ceremony.. it was like something bitter. I remember someone telling me she had to do it 73 or 71 times! Its that group thing again! I had a dream about my teacher teaching us in small groups a while back... maybe its a sign..

Ok then, back to my dream. Then I found this hot guy and we rode around on a skateboard intimatly. HAHAH my mind is fucked up. However there was no sex in this one like yesterdays. Oo then we were in this weird shop.. and the guy that was selling it freaked out and left. Then we had to leave and the hot guy tried to break the glass and cut himself. =( but it wasnt bad or anything. Then we went back down the road.. I remember an ad on a sign saying something liek "Need frequent walker of this path" for something like a map. Weeeeeeeeeeeird...

I have weird dreams. 0_o I think its cause I'm lonely.. and 14.

Oh, I guess I have to do that thing...

Leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me.

It can only be one word.

No more THAN ONE.

Then copy and paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you.

6 love me! [ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-06-30 17:12
Subject:
Security:Public

Take the MIT Weblog Survey
that was fun

[ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-06-26 01:33
Subject:
Security:Public

ok I just saw The Girl in the Café. It was very funny, if you have hbo, I suggest you tune in and watch it.

also, it made me sign up for the one thing.

http://www.one.org/
I dont know how much that can do, but I signed up for it.

[ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-06-10 13:27
Subject:bigger copycatter than mswoobie
Security:Public



create your own visited states map

[ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-05-09 17:22
Subject:
Security:Public


Your Political Profile



Overall: 35% Conservative, 65% Liberal

Social Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal

Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Fiscal Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal

Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal

Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal




wtf are fiscal issues?

[ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-04-29 00:22
Subject:
Security:Public

ok quick update
I feel sick, or my alergies have gotten hella worse. snot is litterally dripping from my nose. It wouldnt be too bad if my nostrils werent dried out and it feels like a cheese grater every time I blow my nose.

so to update:

Good:
- I got into early college. ^_^
- I finished my language homework (cept for reading, but thats easy)
- Tommorow is friday!
- Buddha's Birthday event at the zen center on sunday, hope I can go.

Bad:
- I feel sick/sneeze every 10 seconds.
- I missed today, left early yesterday, and will miss part of tommorow. Goddamn orthodontist/chapel hill.
- I am going to have a lot of homework, and a project, over the weekend.
- I am going to bed at too late.

[ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-04-16 01:26
Subject:
Security:Public

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...
Quiz created with MemeGen!


haha I like the random one.

In other news, TS made me listen to more Within Temptation and now I cant stop listening to them. =o

1 love me! [ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-04-12 20:46
Subject:
Security:Public

Your dating personality profile:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Practical - You are a down-to-earth individual who is not impressed with material excess. You care about the stuff of like that really matters.
Shy - You are often timid around others, though you will open up when the right person comes along.
Your date match profile:

Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw him out of his shell and get to know what he is all about.
Intellectual - You seek out intelligence. Idle chit-chat is not what you are after. You prefer your date who can stimulate your mind.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Liberal
2. Practical
3. Shy
4. Wealthy/Ambitious
5. Funny
6. Big-Hearted
7. Sensual
8. Intellectual
9. Adventurous
10. Stylish
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Shy
2. Intellectual
3. Practical
4. Adventurous
5. Funny
6. Traditional
7. Sensual
8. Big-Hearted
9. Stylish
10. Romantic

Take the Online Dating Personality Quiz at Dating Diversions

[ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-04-11 08:02
Subject:
Security:Public

ok I had a weird dream then forgot it so lets refer to irc:
<leo|sleepy> I had a dream
* leo|sleepy is now known as leonis
<Llandwar> promised lands?
<leonis> I woke up at 5 in the morning
<leonis> conro and my mom were there,
<leonis> he was cooking something
<leonis> I went to my room
<leonis> I saw a bug, and then a snake come from under my dresser
<leonis> we got the snake on the stairs
<leonis> we told conro, he didnt seem to understand
<leonis> then he saw it, and like walked away
<leonis> then I woke up
<leonis> very weird
<Llandwar> very yes
* leonis is now known as leo|shower
<Demon|WoW> d'ya think being obsessivly in love with conro has something to do with the cause of that wierd dream? [...hes really stupid.. ignore him]
<leo|shower> ...
<leo|shower> no
<Demon|WoW> i do
<Demon|WoW> :P
<leo|shower> the snake is from wild boyz the show
<leo|shower> I saw that friday night
<leo|shower> or saturday
<leo|shower> I dont recall
<Demon|WoW> .><.
<leo|shower> and conro is from lj or NF

Ok then. That's a weird dream... I have to write a lot for a book I didnt read. I have a feeling I will not even use the book. Hey its "creative."

I turned on winamp and found "clip 06.mpg" =\ Theres an odd feeling you get when waking up and finding only porn on your playlist...

I just realized that if anyone I knew irl saw this LJ, they would so never speak to me again.

2 love me! [ profess your love. ] [ * ]



Date:2005-03-31 03:32
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: seksi

<DemonSlaYar> why am i still awake? [Current time: 03:23AM]
<leonis> becuae you love me
<leonis> you cannot deny it
<DemonSlaYar> err
<DemonSlaYar> yes i can
<leonis> no you cant
<DemonSlaYar> :)
<DemonSlaYar> yep
<leonis> LOVE WILL TRIUMP
<DemonSlaYar> fuck you
<DemonSlaYar> im not gay
<DemonSlaYar> OK?
<leonis> I understand.
<DemonSlaYar> :)
<leonis> you have different ways of expressing your love, I will wait until you are ready to embrace our everlasting love
<leonis> the warmth of our love will hold me.
<leonis> ok I cant wait any longer
<leonis> take me now tortilla boy!
<DemonSlaYar> im gonna cry
<leonis> cry away!
<leonis> tears of joy flow down our faces!
<leonis> lets make love in this puddle of human emotion
* DemonSlaYar (~webmaster@439AF2F2.487D4B8A.127733F1.IP) Quit (Quit: FUCK YOU... IM NOT GAY!!! FUCKER... DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!!!!)

I love winning.

2 love me! [ profess your love. ] [ * ]


browse
my journal